Mak Intan Menceceh

Going Loco, Flying Solo

11:59, 2007-Dec-29 .. 3 comments .. Link

Mr Boss has left for Dubai last night. For some reason I felt I was not ready to be left behind.

AGAIN.

With a new baby who had just been circumsized, and a stubborn motormouth of a 5 year old whose mischief seems to increasingly challenge my sanity, especially since the arrival of the baby. Camping in the spare room at the inlaws' doesn't help either, as my novice mothering skills are subject to scrutiny ( or perhaps, it's just me being self-conscious).

I feel oh-so-tired. My arms are cramping. I am not eating right, thanks to a super blurr domestic helper..argh! Goddesses (yeah right) have problems dealing with super blurr, super slow kitchen hands...

I am not sleeping right, but that's to be expected...Baby's not sleeping right. It's been only 2 days since the circumcision.

I am most frustrated because I feel so incapable of controlling my temper when attempting to set Aishah straight (she's been so bossy with the maid) while Arzachel needs contant attention.

I am crying a whole lot these days because I have very little energy to reason things out with that loyar buruk daughter of mine.

To put it simply, I have a problem coping with two kids without the husband.

Mak Intan sungguh penat....:( His t-shirt yang harum semerbak isn't giving me any comfort. :(

I don't hate my children or feel like throwing them against the wall, so this is not the baby blues...or is it? :(

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03:57, 2007-Dec-30 .. Posted by elisataufik
oh lahling... I know it must be hard kena jaga anak sorang2. Ini campur2 baby blues and missing your hubby nih.
*hugs*

hang in there. Your MIL ada tak? can talk to her suruh layan Aishah when things get too overwhelmed?

*huggies*

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07:56, 2007-Dec-31 .. Posted by mosh
all i can say is sabar... sabar...

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09:37, 2008-Jan-13 .. Posted by Chandramoon
I think it's always very difficult with new babies even when the husband is around ha ha! I'm sure this feeling will pass soon and you'll begin to enjoy the children and life again! Good luck.

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